life. recording*

Thank you all*

2011-04-15T00:44:00.000-07:00

Thanked god that I’ve met kind ppl, friends in the 1st semester of uni student life.
Without you all, I don’t think I able to make it through, thanks for all the helping hands.

First I want to thanks to my cousin who always there for me, I feel so lucky to have you around.
Your help is very much appreciated. And thanks to the goooood landlady,
you are my first friend I met in sg, the first, v kind and friendly special person I met.

Thanks for the friendship to all de frens I met especially
grace, yon, gen, pam, who accomp me frm the 1st day of sch.
Thanks shei, sher, who accomp me in the very ‘hard to focus’ class.
Finally, Thanks to de cib crew *
Although the time we spent together is short, didnt really gt to knw each other,
I still want to inform you all that im going back to Jb to cont. my studies.

Do keep in touch k,
any photo-shooting request will be f.o.c for you guys. Heh.
All the best to you all and Take care!

Just too much of thoughts

2010-08-28T08:15:00.000-07:00

just think too much before do something
think too much until missed doing something
words trapped in mind missed telling
cant get someone out of my mind

"At this very moment, at every moment, you are choosing to carry on the past with all its troubles on your shoulders, OR to let it go and see bright future pull your forward. Choose wisely."
Stop waiting you'll found the way out in the process of your life

you just need to do the thing you should do and walk in the society
only choose what you like to do after that
you study for yourself for future work stable income for a better life
this is just a process
when you have a better life you could do what you like
x
stubborn on why we must follow others' steps to be success in life...
Looking for the stable $,
Losing oneself in the society,
Seeking for holiday to have a trip forget about
the reality for a short while...

there goes thoughts crushed^

IT'S YOUR CHOICE.
I MAY SAD FOR MY CHOICE of accepting the offer.
when my heart: i just want to be myself...

攝影的意義

2010-08-22T08:07:00.000-07:00

很多人問過我拍那麼多照片是為了什麼
我多數只回答回憶。

不是是為了要拍美麗的照片而去拍，
隨時帶著相機是想保留那美麗的一面/一瞬間/人事物。
是想像眼睛就像一台相機，發現美麗/特別的東西就攝下沒有刻意的去讓眼前的東西變得跟美麗。只可能是突然發現不一樣的角度不一樣的美。另一面的美。
自然美
No much thinking when shooting。 Shooting without thinking。
Just plainly feel it and shoot it.
but commercial shooting is sort of exception.

"若攝影不是你的工作，那攝影對於你的意義是什麼?
如果攝影是你的工作，那攝影對於你是否有意義呢?"

我覺得
因為攝影的意義，讓工作和生活添加了意義。
生活～拍快樂，分享快樂 + 工作～包含成就感。
快樂的工作，快樂的生活。。

without liveliness, spirit

2010-08-10T09:17:00.000-07:00

and dull..
you could describe me with this 3 adjectives now.
Almost 1 year never update blog.
no dreams flash back coz most of them I dont wish to remember..
''

Again, Kansha Shite iru*
to the people i just met從去年年尾到現在。
你們都對我那麼好，感激不盡。

Thanks to a gd friend who take me out today and send me back all the way,
who wanted explore but tried to bring me to the places I wanted to go.
要你陪我腳酸。。哈

thanks to the caring boss who had tought me on job.

thanks for your love.. boy, know your care alot and always wish to help.
although r/s ended, cares do remains.

and,

thanks to an old friend who always encourage me, gave me chance to take more pictures~ and the compliments~

thanks to jie, go & 2 special friends I mentioned in my previous post always there for me.

SORRY for my low mood to all... i just unable to gt back my energy.. sorry if I let you down.. just had been making mistake very often.. sadness. don't know what's wrong with me.. sick of myself' just too demotivate.. so confused about the career.. feel so empty from time to time..

Thanks to all, I know you guys had been worrying about me, encouraging and supporting me. All the advises and help are really appreciated.
I would keep on trying to buck up.
Never give up.

DOMO ARIGATOU~

大家加油！

new

2009-09-14T07:11:00.000-07:00

new sem. means new subjects, means new assignments but* new friends :]
i had met another 2 gd gd person in my life. you know who you are. heh
one is cute, one is a kind. em? i think both of them are special n kind ^^*
Kansha Shite iru*

I wanna introduce ya Hayao Miyazaki's anime.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Studio_Ghibli
His works are amazing! heart warming* totemo Utsukushii, kawaii desu*
and Hayao Miyazaki looks so friendly btw :]
see: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hayao_Miyazaki

Classes are just totally making me sleepy' wanna leave early always. exept M*
*Looking forward for the dinner prepared by friends!
and the 2 days holidays is coming~~
wanna go to the beach again~
miss the crabis hah.

the sea side

2009-09-13T17:23:00.000-07:00

We are living in a HDB(flat), no TV, toilet spoil
...
Look out the window, I saw a beautiful island which looks like Maldives.
then i turn my view to another side, my mom was watching the TV show- traveling online.
it is exactly the same island that I saw.
I took my camera and run out to the corridor~
the beautiful island is no longer there'

I see houses (pai wu) opposite the sea and there is a short beach. Not windy but sunny.
then I noticed there are some neighbours /ppl with camera.. on the street.. looking for something.
An auntie said..'' my home also got ghost' I want to hang out." to another auntie'
I was 'blank' NANI?'

I run back to the living room..

then my friends came.. a little girl and some strangers.
we talk for awhile.. she was talking about her experience on sth related to her dream..
after that, we wanted to go take bath,
but the toilet has no water supply.
the cute little girl said my room has a toilet that is functioning.
but too many people erhaps.. my 2 friends and I went to toilet which is spoilt.

while waiting..
i tried to fix the small thing on the ceiling. turning it... waterrr
sha xia lai'

Open the door*
I tot the little girls is kinda far away
but they are actually the opposite rooms. on her room's door, I saw some drawing and craft.

then..
I remember I was reading a traveling magazines with a new friend.
sliping the magazine.. all island, sea .. stop on a page. it is a darker page. a picture taken under the sea. and down there is a name.. checking out carefully.. there are ppl faces

suddenlyyy everything changee..

how to I get to another totally diff. place??
it is a dark room. I see some of my classmates in the crowd tiddly there but I am not..
They are like having group photo-shoot....

Walking away, swim in the sea.. regardless anything..

then I heard my phone msg alert.. so, the story end here.
am I a visitor or resident there? I guess I am just a guest.

dream flashback...

2009-07-11T01:58:00.000-07:00

jump skip the nightmare in past few days...

last night had an adventurous dream'
take plane to another place, no specific destination..
in the middle need to stop and change another plane.
so family and I dropped at an airport.. first saw the Japan 'red sun'
the next thing we noticed is there was a little girl dress in Korean traditional clothes cute =]
so the place suppose to be Korea feel happy cause of that' hah''
and then i notice dont have my camera with me'''
.. walk and look around.. there were Chinese characters everywhere so i think we stopped at China.. ==
where are we??
when we walk to another corner, man it don't looks like an airport anymore'
hm... older color and old times wall.. looks like place that has low development.
I walk out the door, my family members told me the people there are scary...
huh? the place more looks like pasar malam' but road/street are wider compare to the normal ones. people are selling stuff... and we talk to them... talk to a beatiful girl who looks like Chinese but speak fluent English.. asked her what's the place name here. she answered Ayutalayata or Alayuta...' near Thailand? i guess because the stuff selling there looks like stuff from Thailand... short conversation.. my family asked her to write sth for me' and dont know when i start holding some text pads'' magic?' cant rmb what she wrote..
then we continue.. to walk around heard a uncle speaking chinese'' just pass by.. soon nothing much special we went toilet there' ''low class'' toilet == asked my sister to help hold my stuff then i go to the toilet but when come out.. all people gone.. where are them'' i saw a vehicle like those used to drive on soil road'' cool' drive to look for them ah' the roads are weirdd the direction is different there have to keep right not left'' frighten by one way road'
soon the cornerr'''' ! it loss control and i fell down with it'
.... i was ok. no pain' suddenly my friend appear' she told me she is lost too..
so now not alone anymore...
then..
i woke up'
hah''
maybe "to be continue"...

i tried to search whether there is a place call.. ayuta or atayula ..
only found Taiwan ''yuan zhu ming''http://www.taiwantoday.tw/ct.asp?xItem=49499&CtNode=430

next day'
location: rural area. green grass mountains in distance view'
*big building looks like school.

wheather: windy, going to rain.
*day time.

...

sore throat..

2009-05-15T21:00:00.000-07:00

time flew fast.

months
i have been spinning..

listening to the peaceful song..
try to make my mind silent.
feeling into tears in eyes out. and fade away.

holy melodies cure the emptiness..

yesterday is the happiest day during mid term holiday.
day lights to night street orange-ish lights.
with you around my friend. i feel so much better.
thank you so much*
love your laughter and smile. =]
camera wont stop working the moment im with ya.
hope everything will be alright, problems bothering you fast fast 'zheng fa'

for my friends who found your love, i pray the love remains always.

as well as the happiness.

for my friend who feel empty like me, no death upon me la, we still have the last test*

never give up!

sore throat's worth x]
bbQ is nice last night ~ had fun with classmates. we just join up the food and eat alot together~~
games are funny *~* hah. groups' name too.
camera always out of battery at night'' need to bring another 1 next time~

anatawo mistuketta ~

travel

2009-01-23T08:06:00.000-08:00

this year de CNY will be different
going to Thai. as the CNY vocation.
Just wanna go now and forget abt those stuff for a moment~

...

January of o9~
yong2 and s.f bday just past before the steamboat
we went ~
a tired but =] day~

holiday end-year

2008-12-22T20:58:00.000-08:00

so looking forward x'mas eve,
which is tomorrow, going to sg again.
it's have been months the Avril concerts past.
really miss e day.
the continuing looking forward is sunday!

and such a long time i didt write a post.
the exam had over, holiday started 2 weeks..
so =] when that is over, like throwing the big thing outa e head.

had the japanese food with teacher, and all the classmates
wonderful dinner~~ thanks to mdm Poh* gave e chance lets us gather together and had a meal after exam and enjoy the time.
so relax day~ everybody with the smile on they face.

i think the most smile faces pic i took is on that night.
=] the pictures posted at class blog.

first time on mee car at night, motto cool? hehs

and the next daye, follow mee2 and her friend went some shopping centres. the longer time on the car. makan angin day~
hahs, still missing the dress in WH. we'll buy them someday ~

nothing much for weeks holiday but miss my friends especially mee2!

there was "looking forward and dissapointment" someone juz dont understand..

well.. past past.

Amer bday is tmr btw~ happy bday to amer! =]
finally 18 girl~ hehs
best wishes*

last saturday hang out with shann. and debby them,
had the great time. like the first place and last place i went.
the home* and the cafe*

cool Rachel!

^^*
many cool pictures took that day.

thanks gurls~^

lastly, be strong neh girl!

14.11

2008-11-14T02:30:00.000-08:00

I like like this 1, cute mee2 and cool xing*!

today is a happy day~
special day for Sing* and so for us =]
we went to Amer home and go to Sing home. stop at amer home awhile mee teach me a song using the piano' arh'im a slowww learner~~"~"i would like to practice over and over again yo.
on the way to Sing home is so noisy well coz there was tk on the car who can sing quite well at old songs haz and yong yong drivee us to Sing home.
coz we dont know the way, Sing called to show how to go to her home~~ hahhax x]
funnyyy tk x]
we had a visit to Sing home, the thing of her home is nice and tidy.
coolest we found are the organ and the phone hahs
Sing played the 3 songs, and all of the songs are really very nice played by her!
amazing i tell u ~
hehs the totoro and spirited away songs are just awesome!
tao zui =]
after that, it was abit late to the makan place,
Sing fetch us tooo the makan place and meet the other friends.
erm~ noisy in the car non stop x]
we had the good long lunch there a cafe. thanks to Sing* nice nice food =] chickenchopz'
good feedback x]
and the note pasted on the wall is funny.
the environment is not bad there~~
so after we had the meal, and Sing open the big pack gift from us,mickeyy mouse stuff her fav.^^ so, its time for blowww candles for the bday girl
mee mui sing with her guitar the 3 different languages of bday song and all of us sang along.
=] joye~
and then mee sang more songss for Sing, cooool! some touch songs acousticly so so nice singing. pro* clapps all around =]
love em'
next, we take take picturesss, group pictures, girls, boys pictures~~~
then we left the cafe' hahs lots of funny pictures taken~
to the next destination sutera mall, shopping there~~~
the 2 guys went for dr fish.
x]
saw many nice bagsss
vintage*
wanna buy''
then mee noticed nice flowers earrings and buy~~ remind us i had no earpiercing'
hah
so, we find the service and i finally "piang" "piang"
kax was nervous but not pain hu..~
alrite,x ]

pictures will be shownx soon*
not feeling quite well now'
anyway~

happy birthday to Sing~~ ^^*
best wishes* wish~ dreams come true*
have another wonderful day=]

family love

2008-11-03T06:50:00.000-08:00

went to college 30mins earlier and heard "miao miao" and i saw a cat which is the mama cat this is all the way i follow the cat mama

and found the little cat~ upper floor. the cat mama got the fish and the little cat was calling his or her mama.

i was so surprise to see them* they noticed me taking pictures x]

feel warm when i stand and look at them for 20mins'

cat mama gave the fish to the cute little cat and waited there.
After awhile, the little cat came out and they was enjoy the food together =]

I like this 2 pictures below the most*

the fish~ i think the mama cat got the fish from the canteen aunty hahs

Amer's cute原住民girl from Taiwan*

bowling* >> bubble gum*

2008-11-03T06:21:00.000-08:00

kawaii mee mee =]

fast fast~ motto hayaku~ it's raining~

It was a rainny day,

guess what's this''=P

because of the bowling* looks like bubble gum*
inspired us.

we went buy some from shopping centre, 7eleven and enjoyed chew chew and blow~~bubble gum for days~

x ]

sunny sunny sky

2008-10-19T03:40:00.000-07:00

the weather was so hot in the afternoon'
car views.

going to rain' after lunch'

the following pictures gt e edit*

only this pic taken in the evening after rain.

cherish reminder

2008-10-18T09:34:00.000-07:00

art of the day.. real aeroplane flying over the sky* not Senai sky is my home sky x ]
落地生根*cute daun(leaves) =]
Ant reaching home~ ~
emm.. resting~~

my lil sis =]
cool looks hehs
just yijia.. finger got attack by mosqito'when taking this pic'

flowers with sweets
miss my
childhood time..

sometimes i wanna flash back the time...

when i was lil i wanted to be grown up asap
but now there's no more e feeling anymore'

well..

remind myself and yourself friends~

cherish everyday man!

last week memories*

2008-10-18T09:14:00.000-07:00

last sunday, went southern college 听课' all the business ppl there'

it is about group system

em.. 价值观to get targets' im not clear on that really..

think of so long to choose them..

last friday~ Ming Wei bday~~~

we went the college and give her a surprise =]

kim driving~~ cool leh~

hehs and fetch k.y, see see her cat and go to the college.o nope is went to kiwi ice first
cause still early, the kiwi ice not nice''
then we juz go to her class to meet m.w~~

surprise~~~
then we together go to jusco to hav lunch, Secret Receipy salty mushroom and black pepper chicken'' prefer cakes there the one ate with mee, low fat fibre cheese cake.
then then due to none of a card is satisfact for us so we buy the manila card a white pen to make a card for m.w~make e card at my home m.w and her friend bk to college and study~we went kim hse and pet shop in the middle of making e card,
dogs and hamsters are cutee =]
the card we made is cool!
ha nice drawing with m.w cool face and hair!

the pictures of that day ~

day to nite=]

waiting outside the class~

m.w and h.y at jusco~ she said 不要拍 hahs x ] at my home de making of e card~ nice right i like this pic of her holding the guitar=] didt take dao the pictures of she drawing hahs~

at m.w's home ~ waiting for the dress up done~ k.y help m.w to put on eyeliner~ m.w sis help m.w set set the hair~ The two lil animal were watching m.w hahs

jusco~~ waiting the food to come cute m.w and kim =] hana~ beautiful1* one of the m.w gift*
we were trying to hide from m.w x ]

played the heart attack card game so nervous and funny time x ] friends group pic*
the bday party ends here* wish her dreams come true~!
=]

canım canım friends =]

2008-10-17T08:26:00.000-07:00

canım canım = my dear my dear/sweet friends
just learn this word from canım canım arkadasim(friends) from turkiye =]

i would like to rememberrr everything that is special for this week~ wanted to record them down together with the pictures~! start from the latest~ yesterday~ throwing bowling day
hahs
it's indeed a memorable moment~ with canım canım friends: mee, amer, xing~ thanks for the voucher frm mee and mee's sis, because of that we gt the chance to trow bowling^^
this is our 1st or 2nd time trow de bowl~

here it is we got different trowing ball style or skill haha
so so funny all along the way~~ x ]

cool rite hehe ^^*

above mee choose the purble chocolate bubble gum hahs, so cutee isnt she =]

smsing i think x] 忽略amer and me so sad TT

they do the setting =]cool shoes like em**i was choosing chococlate ~ the smaller number chococlate ~

we gt exicted when see more the thing jatuh xD
the chococlate balls are so heavy even mee and amer gt injured coz of that
hope mee mui de leg get well asap amer too~~
after 1 game then no much mood to play already so we gt back =]

Comes to monday* monday not blue, because of my canım canım friend^^
this monday was motto special abit cause of one of our lecturers absent so we got the longer reccess time went cs a farer shopping centre to have lunch and shopping too x ]

on the way ~~*

hahs x] put on eyeliner in car~
the mian yang style of mee so cool and cutee=]

just reach there ~ MNG~
then choosing what to eat~ we choose taiwan style mee shua(mian xian) and fried chicken chop not bad~~
after lunch.. coz we had different food at different restaurants so just 3 of us*
amer gt her new shoes =] we didt gt any stuff bk hehs both legs too big x ] no shoes size~
cutex mee, amer and me!=]
Cant take pictures in the shops 1,but the ppl stopped of after we took x]

going back to college definately no mood to study'
ha~ but we manage to endure the hours ~ hoz~

In conclusion, arigatou friends~!

=]

阴天的黄昏

2008-10-17T04:45:00.000-07:00

feel so free today, woke up late and stay at home alone did some tidy of pc* already used to the long weekends. 3 days per week for this sem.. don't really like this arrangement actually..

the whole day
used mee's camera to capture any thing around my home.
these are the following pictures:

the colourful sky not shown out because of the rain in the afternoon.
looks like at night*

noticed a grasshopper in the garden~
hiding away*

the guitar before or after korean spicy mee hahs (well, like this also can 拍,x] my mum said）

阴天或雨天。。both make ppl misses.. but this kinda weathers just nice same as yesterday. remember a song named阴天by Karen Mok.. It reminds me the childhood' Karaoke mode sang by cousins =] I could still remember some of the lyrics of the song,
阴天　在不开灯的房间　当所有思绪都一点一点沉淀爱情究竟是精神鸦片　还是世纪末的无聊消遣...
and hondou didit touch any books just lazy-ing away mui~
miss ya much much*

LIFE

2008-05-16T00:21:00.000-07:00

LIFE

People needs
time - money - mind
some ppl needs lots of time for earning money, but not earning in de 'mind'..

Everyone needs love. someone...

because of my family & friends, i able to move on~ with them~*

missing ah yi...*
love lotx..

<3