Thank you all*

Thanked god that I’ve met kind ppl, friends in the 1st semester of uni student life.
Without you all, I don’t think I able to make it through, thanks for all the helping hands.


First I want to thanks to my cousin who always there for me, I feel so lucky to have you around.
Your help is very much appreciated. And thanks to the goooood landlady,
you are my first friend I met in sg, the first, v kind and friendly special person I met.


Thanks for the friendship to all de frens I met especially
grace, yon, gen, pam, who accomp me frm the 1st day of sch.
Thanks shei, sher, who accomp me in the very ‘hard to focus’ class.
Finally, Thanks to de cib crew *
Although the time we spent together is short, didnt really gt to knw each other,
I still want to inform you all that im going back to Jb to cont. my studies.


Do keep in touch k,
any photo-shooting request will be f.o.c for you guys. Heh.
All the best to you all and Take care!

Just too much of thoughts

just think too much before do something
think too much until missed doing something
words trapped in mind missed telling
cant get someone out of my mind

"At this very moment, at every moment, you are choosing to carry on the past with all its troubles on your shoulders, OR to let it go and see bright future pull your forward. Choose wisely."
Stop waiting you'll found the way out in the process of your life

you just need to do the thing you should do and walk in the society
only choose what you like to do after that
you study for yourself for future work stable income for a better life
this is just a process
when you have a better life you could do what you like
x
stubborn on why we must follow others' steps to be success in life...
Looking for the stable $,
Losing oneself in the society,
Seeking for holiday to have a trip forget about
the reality for a short while...

there goes thoughts crushed^

IT'S YOUR CHOICE.
I MAY SAD FOR MY CHOICE of accepting the offer.
when my heart: i just want to be myself...

攝影的意義

很多人問過我 拍那麼多 照片 是為了什麼
我多數只回答 回憶。

不是是為了要拍美麗的照片而去拍，
隨時帶著相機是想保留那美麗的一面/一瞬間/人事物。
是想像眼睛就像一台相機，發現美麗/特別的東西 就攝下 沒有刻意的去讓眼前的東西變得跟美麗。只可能是突然發現不一樣的角度不一樣的美。另一面的美。
自然美
No much thinking when shooting。 Shooting without thinking。
Just plainly feel it and shoot it.
but commercial shooting is sort of exception.

"若攝影不是你的工作，那攝影對於你的意義是什麼?
如果攝影是你的工作，那攝影對於你是否有意義呢?"

我覺得
因為攝影的意義， 讓工作和生活添加了意義。
生活～拍快樂，分享快樂 + 工作～包含成就感。
快樂的工作，快樂的生活。。

without liveliness, spirit

and dull..
you could describe me with this 3 adjectives now.
Almost 1 year never update blog.
no dreams flash back coz most of them I dont wish to remember..
''

Again, Kansha Shite iru*
to the people i just met從去年年尾到現在。
你們都對我那麼好，感激不盡。

Thanks to a gd friend who take me out today and send me back all the way,
who wanted explore but tried to bring me to the places I wanted to go.
要你陪我腳酸。。 哈

thanks to the caring boss who had tought me on job.

thanks for your love.. boy, know your care alot and always wish to help.
although r/s ended, cares do remains.

and,

thanks to an old friend who always encourage me, gave me chance to take more pictures~ and the compliments~

thanks to jie, go & 2 special friends I mentioned in my previous post always there for me.

SORRY for my low mood to all... i just unable to gt back my energy.. sorry if I let you down.. just had been making mistake very often.. sadness. don't know what's wrong with me.. sick of myself' just too demotivate.. so confused about the career.. feel so empty from time to time..

Thanks to all, I know you guys had been worrying about me, encouraging and supporting me. All the advises and help are really appreciated.
I would keep on trying to buck up.
Never give up.

DOMO ARIGATOU~

大家加油！

new

new sem. means new subjects, means new assignments but* new friends :]
i had met another 2 gd gd person in my life. you know who you are. heh
one is cute, one is a kind. em? i think both of them are special n kind ^^*
Kansha Shite iru*

I wanna introduce ya Hayao Miyazaki's anime.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Studio_Ghibli
His works are amazing! heart warming* totemo Utsukushii, kawaii desu*
and Hayao Miyazaki looks so friendly btw :]
see: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hayao_Miyazaki

Classes are just totally making me sleepy' wanna leave early always. exept M*
*Looking forward for the dinner prepared by friends!
and the 2 days holidays is coming~~
wanna go to the beach again~
miss the crabis hah.

the sea side

We are living in a HDB(flat), no TV, toilet spoil
...
Look out the window, I saw a beautiful island which looks like Maldives.
then i turn my view to another side, my mom was watching the TV show- traveling online.
it is exactly the same island that I saw.
I took my camera and run out to the corridor~
the beautiful island is no longer there'

I see houses (pai wu) opposite the sea and there is a short beach. Not windy but sunny.
then I noticed there are some neighbours /ppl with camera.. on the street.. looking for something.
An auntie said..'' my home also got ghost' I want to hang out." to another auntie'
I was 'blank' NANI?'

I run back to the living room..

then my friends came.. a little girl and some strangers.
we talk for awhile.. she was talking about her experience on sth related to her dream..
after that, we wanted to go take bath,
but the toilet has no water supply.
the cute little girl said my room has a toilet that is functioning.
but too many people erhaps.. my 2 friends and I went to toilet which is spoilt.

while waiting..
i tried to fix the small thing on the ceiling. turning it... waterrr
sha xia lai'

Open the door*
I tot the little girls is kinda far away
but they are actually the opposite rooms. on her room's door, I saw some drawing and craft.

then..
I remember I was reading a traveling magazines with a new friend.
sliping the magazine.. all island, sea .. stop on a page. it is a darker page. a picture taken under the sea. and down there is a name.. checking out carefully.. there are ppl faces

suddenlyyy everything changee..

how to I get to another totally diff. place??
it is a dark room. I see some of my classmates in the crowd tiddly there but I am not..
They are like having group photo-shoot....

Walking away, swim in the sea.. regardless anything..

then I heard my phone msg alert.. so, the story end here.
am I a visitor or resident there? I guess I am just a guest.